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Today was a damn sad day.received sad news..my granma fainted this morning due to a blocked vessel and is still unconscious.she and i are very close as she raised me for two years.i was damn freaking sad..couldnt stop crying...mom says she can have a high chance of dying as her brain is sort of already damaged...omg pls anyone who is reading this PLS pray for her..if she pases away,i have to go to korea and attend her funeral..mom as sobbing and screaming today...she left for korea so suddenly that i feel so alone...dad is out the whole day and my sis too...i will feel so bored...grandma pls don die...i dunno what to do without u...imagine no more granmd popping her head into our house,no more grandme to cook me my fav kimchi chigae,what will i do without u??we went for swimming together too..we even had plans laid out already for u to move into our new house nxt year...ohnoononononononononononononononono!!!!!!!!!!!!!i m so depressed...lets say other things...ohyeah i received james's email on our drama script but the he didnt attach it...today lorenzo slipped and fell onto the wet field and his whole tshirt got soaked in mud.i m doing all sorts of crazy tings to try not to think of gandma....gd nite then...:(